35 days finds me an answer

I never know what i really want until it flees from me

It is not likely I will recognize what really matters until it is too late

There are times in life I wonder what great things may have past

And so many more when I know for sure they have

IT is a dissapointment to see the best become the worst

If only I knew the hidden meaning before I turned my back on it

I try my hardest to see the light shining from within things

but things are usually in disguise, for what reason I do not know

but life plays this game with it’s people to amuse itself with stories

with drama and comedy and tragedy too

I wondered what the meaning meant within me, and within you

but not seperate or alone, but together as my partner

if anything would really come of it, if life was playing a story

that would end like a children’s book that held a cover

how long and how intense my love for you would last with some minor distance

with late night phone calls, new people and lifestyles merely different

i never could guess how perfect it turned out because all i expected was chaos

but peace and tranquilty and minimal tears are the only thing that has happened

my feelings only grew and so did i, knowing someone is always behind me

whether behind me laying there caressing my back, or telling me over the phone i can make it

tossing and turning many nights i was not sure

and it took me 35 days to find me an answer

but an answer i found to the question i sought

so many nights and many days

i found the answer that i love you from here and from there,

all the time

no matter what

your my baby

and we are here to stay